Hi!
It's 12 August today... just 2 days before i officially turn to a 21 yrs old lady~!
In Chinese, for a girl that turn 21 means she officially an adult... and people normally give a key as a symbol of freedom... i don't really wish for a key or anything.. Not even feel like celebrating my birthday... I know, it's weird right? until now i don't know how i gonna celebrate my birthday. Seems like my friends in campus will celebrate with me but i don't want to put my hopes too high... after all, it's been a tough year and i realized my birthday isn't that important... It's just a day when few years ago my mom went through a great pain to give birth to me...
What important is the people i love are there with me. If i can really get what i wish for my birthday i will wish for people that i love dearly to have good health and happiness.. It will be better if i am the reason for all those happiness :)
That's the first wish, the second wish will be for my self... i want to find my own happiness... in work place, friendship and relationship...That's not too much, is it?
Being 21 soon give me pressure, i'm not sure if everyone have the same thinking as me but being a grown up and looking at more and more people younger than you achieve something really feels like i'm lacking behind... when i was younger i used to see those teen singers or successful business youngster and feel like," Woah, they are so awesome, i definitely gonna be like them one day". And now here i am, 21 soon but i feel like i have nothing special about me..
I think i have to start thinking about dreams that i used to have when i was younger... Who knows one day those dreams can open an opportunity right?
Until next time,
xoxoxo
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