April 5th, 2013

April 5th

Hello.

Ive been working for 3 months now. My life has been going through ups and downs... I've been having a hard time at work. Managing myself, controlling my emotion, and handle with customers.. Its been overwhelming for me. To the extend that my smiles almost fade away. Today is my off day, and i did relax and catch up with my lost sleep. I'm glad that i did laugh enough today.

But tomorrow, my life starts again. I'm going to work and do a lot of stuffs. Specially handling with horrible requests... I'm telling myself that i have to be strong.. it is nothing... working is nothing... cause i have bigger dream bigger future that i want to embrace... and this is just my stepping stone. If i cannot do this well, how do i going to face bigger future of mine?

Having great friends to support me is one of the things that i'm soooo grateful. I remember my wish during my last birthday, which to have a job with great friends and to ave my family to stay with me. and so far, i have that luxury. I'm blessed :)

so, note for myself, today you feel so much pain and hurt to work because you have to face with different and sometimes horrible cm but by next time when you read this please remember that be strong in whatever you do, please keep your smiles all the time. do not lose faith as what you have is God's promise to you. If you cannot do this, God wont trust you with this job. so definitely you can do it okay?
For in God everything is possible.

Remember who are the people that bring you and be with you until now. Keep them close in your heart and mind and pray that they will always stay the same and close to you. May friendship will last always...and Pray that you yourself will stay like how you are now... with strong commitment to yourself.


I dont have any plan on what i am going to talk actually, but this is just a direct thoughts of what i have recently. Sorry for my horrible English! :)


Until next time,
XOXOXO

2012-2013

Hello!

February 2nd!
i've been neglecting my blog because of sooo many things that happened.

I finish my final exam in November last year, went to Australia for holiday in December and start working in January!
Crazy how time flies so fast and it is February already!.

Working has been very overwhelming for me. It is totally different from studying.
I've spent my whole January complaining and whining about how hard working is. And i'm getting tired of my self. I need to set my mind straight. Being able to work is not something for me tho whine about while some other people cant find one.

So, here are my 2013 resolutions;

1. To STOP complaining and BE GRATEFUL

2. WORK HARD and be a good employee of the month

3. Learn a NEW language

4. Learn a NEW hobby

5. Save at least half of my earnings.

6. Drive car better.


I should not complain because this job is given to me by God's grace.
Questioning my ability means i'm questioning God's way.
I can do it. I'll be better and stronger.

Nothing is difficult for people who put faith in God and who put effort in whatever they do.


XOXOXO