21st Birthday Blast :)

So, today is my birthday..

I woke up with the normal feeling... I guess even being 21 doesnt directly change you huh... I directly went to Facebook and saw my news feed... It seems a lot of people is happy today.. Some friends got engaged, some started relationship and many celebrates their birthday today. Yes, birthday, same with me... Except i don't put that on my Facebook.  But i feel happy... Instead, Mega Happiness! Although there are only few wishes on Facebook, but to see a lot of people is having a good start today make me feel so happy. I turned on a song that i decided to listen first on my first day as a 21yrs old... It's a song by Bruno Mars, today my life begins.

Indeed, today my life begins, for people that know me...im a happy and joyful person... But i'm a normal human... And im fragile too... A lot of things will be always buried inside and i choose to smile instead... I dont regret this though.. I'm happy to see people i love being happy... And starting today, i leave those unhappiness that sometimes tried to rob my cheerful side... Im starting a new life today.. I will break the chain that bind me, happiness will find me, leave the past behind me..A whole new world is waiting, Its my part to take it... I know i can make it. Today my life begins..

 

Until next time,

XOXOXO

Thank You :)

Today is my 21st birthday...

Its a day of gratefulness... Instead of people wishing me a happy birthday, i really want to thank people instead... 21 years of happiness and love... I'm grateful...
I thank God for my life... I aint the perfect daughter, or friend or sister... But i'm glad people accept me as who i am...

Today,  I've received the best gifts ever...  I dont want any stuffed toys, or any gadget... It will be depreciated as time goes by...so,  I wish for something that value more as time goes by... And that will be the relationship i share with people around me... With my parents, brothers, sisters, friends and anyone that i know...

So, i'm contended, i'm a happy girl because of you... Everyone I've met teach me something and help me shaped my self to what i am... I am not the best, but trust me, i will try to live my life to the fullest and make those who loves me proud..

If you reading this, this includes you... It's my birthday today, thank you for being a part of my 21 yrs of happiness.
Thank you for making my life colorful... I Love You! :)

Pre-Birthday!

Hi!

It's 12 August today... just 2 days before i officially turn to a 21 yrs old lady~!
In Chinese, for a girl that turn 21 means she officially an adult... and people normally give a key as a symbol of freedom... i don't really wish for a key or anything.. Not even feel like celebrating my birthday... I know, it's weird right? until now i don't know how i gonna celebrate my birthday. Seems like my friends in campus will celebrate with me but i don't want to put my hopes too high... after all, it's been a tough year and i realized my birthday isn't that important... It's just a day when few years ago my mom went through a great pain to give birth to me...

What important is the people i love are there with me. If i can really get what i wish for my birthday i will wish for people that i love dearly to have good health  and happiness.. It will be better if i am the reason for all those happiness :)
That's the first wish, the second wish will be for my self... i want to find my own happiness... in work place, friendship and relationship...That's not too much, is it?

Being 21 soon give me pressure, i'm  not sure if everyone have the same thinking as me but being a grown up and looking at more and more people younger than you achieve something really feels like i'm lacking behind... when i was younger i used to see those teen singers or successful business youngster and feel like," Woah, they are so awesome, i definitely gonna be like them one day". And now here i am, 21 soon but i feel like i have nothing special about me..
I think i have to start thinking about dreams that i used to have when i was younger... Who knows one day those dreams can open an opportunity right?


Until next time,
xoxoxo