Hello again!
So here i am again :) It's already night time now... i realize that the time in my blog post do not match the current time when the post was published... I dont know why... maybe because it takes the time setting from the other part of the world? (what am i talking? ) well, i don't know why, i'm not good with tech related matters, so if you happen to read this post and you understand why please tell me ok :)
It's 21:58 now... Normally during this time i'll feel very bad because i get very very hungry...but today, i feel very bad because i'm full.... Well, i feel bad because i ate too much... and just this morning my friends said that i lost weight but yet i ate my dinner so much... it feels bad :( i actually had more dinner than usual and i still drink a medium size of bubble milk tea... I was considering for quite some time to buy or not to buy... but i cant stop my craveziness for bubble tea so i lost... I must not drink anything sweet tomorrow... :'(
Well, if you understand what i'm saying please let me know... i believe we can get along extremely well... hahahha... *laugh* But seriously, leave a comment, i'd really want to be your friend *serious face*
I think that's all, enough for my randomness of the day... I'll try to talk less about boring stuff... hopefully if there's anyone reading my post they wont feel bored.
Back to feeling bad again, I should think how to lose the extra calories that i took for today's dinner,
Talk to you in the next post!
XOXOXO
Monday, 23 April 2012
Sunday, 22 April 2012
Me & My Parents :)
So, its a beautiful Sunday afternoon and i'm here with my lappy that i screwed up few days ago (i'll let you know in the other post). I should be going out for a chill or at least window shopping during this beautiful weekend... although i did window shopping for awhile just now... i'm back home soon enough because of my flu... I seriously don't feel like making a huge scene fainting in the public... hahaha
I never tell my parents of my condition right now... i called them jut now and talked to them for a bit. It's always a happiness knowing your dad and mom are at home and well. It's something i'm feeling very grateful and I really thank God for my parents.
I love my parents very much although sometimes i feel irritated and angry towards them. I dont always tell them about my thoughts, specially to my dad, whom i rarely chat casually with... But I'm aware of how much they love me... although they love their children in a very unlovable action like nagging or sometimes scolding... hahaha...
It was hard as teenager to understand my parents... Their nagging always sounds like a broken radio for me... but now I'm staying abroad, i understand what they have taught me. It was harsh, but those harshness made remember their words... no one is perfect anyway, my dad and mom are not highly educated so they just taught me and my brothers in their way... But I'm glad that now my dad doesn't nag so much although my mom still does (and i understand well, it's for my own good! ), however, i still love them no matter what... I just can't imagine losing them in my life or without them in my world... They taught me a lot more than everything that i can remember... they are my motivation, my leader, my love and people i really look up to.
If i can make a wish, i wish for my parents to be always healthy and happy. I never tell them directly in words that i love them, I'll save it for the day i can make both my dad and mom really proud..
So, hopefully that day will come soon :)
Thanks for reading this really long post!
Warm Regards,
XOXOXO
I never tell my parents of my condition right now... i called them jut now and talked to them for a bit. It's always a happiness knowing your dad and mom are at home and well. It's something i'm feeling very grateful and I really thank God for my parents.
I love my parents very much although sometimes i feel irritated and angry towards them. I dont always tell them about my thoughts, specially to my dad, whom i rarely chat casually with... But I'm aware of how much they love me... although they love their children in a very unlovable action like nagging or sometimes scolding... hahaha...
It was hard as teenager to understand my parents... Their nagging always sounds like a broken radio for me... but now I'm staying abroad, i understand what they have taught me. It was harsh, but those harshness made remember their words... no one is perfect anyway, my dad and mom are not highly educated so they just taught me and my brothers in their way... But I'm glad that now my dad doesn't nag so much although my mom still does (and i understand well, it's for my own good! ), however, i still love them no matter what... I just can't imagine losing them in my life or without them in my world... They taught me a lot more than everything that i can remember... they are my motivation, my leader, my love and people i really look up to.
If i can make a wish, i wish for my parents to be always healthy and happy. I never tell them directly in words that i love them, I'll save it for the day i can make both my dad and mom really proud..
So, hopefully that day will come soon :)
Thanks for reading this really long post!
Warm Regards,
XOXOXO
Friday, 20 April 2012
15 July 2010 - 20 April 2012
Yesterday was one of memorable day for me. I attended the Investiture of school club that I've been participating since 15 July 2010... Although there were some disappointment that i felt, for overall, it was good. It's my last time participating so i don't wish to be so calculative towards that. I should enjoy the event and yes, i did enjoy the event :)
It's a mixed feeling after leaving a place that i normally so active in.. That place has taught me a lot of stuffs... How i communicate with people in different situation, how to handle problems, time management, and many more. But the one that gave me big impact is friendship... It is not easy to handle friendship in the "working"-like environment. Some people will give up friendship because of a little thing or a little misunderstand, some people view friendship as a tool for themselves, some others will view friendship as power for their position and there are those who suffer because of the others...
I probably belong to all of those... I don't wish to say I'm the best among all my friends because probably I've hurt people during that period of time. But I really cherish all of my friends that have worked together with me during that period. And it hurts me to see some of my club mate misunderstand me without me knowing why..
I take friendship seriously but there are people who just walk in to become close friends of mine and suddenly without anything they left me....
It has been something that i feel so regretful for several months... but since I've left the club, hopefully together with this post, i can let those past go and set my self free from feeling so bad of something I'm unclear about.
Let's smile and let those past go Rinee~ Those were good memories and experiences that should be always remembered but should not be burden to your heart...
So, together with this post, Good bye lovely memories 15 July 2010 - 20 April 2012 :)
Once in a while i'll be thinking of those memories without a burden in my heart and i'll definitely miss those moment :)
'till next time,
XOXOXO
It's a mixed feeling after leaving a place that i normally so active in.. That place has taught me a lot of stuffs... How i communicate with people in different situation, how to handle problems, time management, and many more. But the one that gave me big impact is friendship... It is not easy to handle friendship in the "working"-like environment. Some people will give up friendship because of a little thing or a little misunderstand, some people view friendship as a tool for themselves, some others will view friendship as power for their position and there are those who suffer because of the others...
I probably belong to all of those... I don't wish to say I'm the best among all my friends because probably I've hurt people during that period of time. But I really cherish all of my friends that have worked together with me during that period. And it hurts me to see some of my club mate misunderstand me without me knowing why..
I take friendship seriously but there are people who just walk in to become close friends of mine and suddenly without anything they left me....
It has been something that i feel so regretful for several months... but since I've left the club, hopefully together with this post, i can let those past go and set my self free from feeling so bad of something I'm unclear about.
Let's smile and let those past go Rinee~ Those were good memories and experiences that should be always remembered but should not be burden to your heart...
So, together with this post, Good bye lovely memories 15 July 2010 - 20 April 2012 :)
Once in a while i'll be thinking of those memories without a burden in my heart and i'll definitely miss those moment :)
'till next time,
XOXOXO
The Start of My 4th Blog...
Like what the title said, its actually my 4th blog that I've ever created. Although it sounds like I'm a pro blogger, I'm totally not... I fail to keep posting in my blog and eventually, with my extremely poor memory and stupidity, i couldn't remember my password... I did write those memos to remind myself...but i lost my memos as well.... so, to save me all those problem of finding my memos i should make a new blog for my self :)
Another reason for making new blog is because there are a lot of stuffs happened to me this year... And those are good and bad memories that have changed me a lot.... I've learn some bitterness and sadness which taught me a lot and some happiness that i can find through some low points of my life. I'll share more in the next post ok ;)
Hopefully i can keep posting in this blog...that is what i wrote in the very first blog of the other previous 3 blogs but yet i still fail to keep that :( .I don't want to promise anything but i'll try to keep posting... and remember this blog and the password... hahaha....
Much Love,
XOXOXO
Another reason for making new blog is because there are a lot of stuffs happened to me this year... And those are good and bad memories that have changed me a lot.... I've learn some bitterness and sadness which taught me a lot and some happiness that i can find through some low points of my life. I'll share more in the next post ok ;)
Hopefully i can keep posting in this blog...that is what i wrote in the very first blog of the other previous 3 blogs but yet i still fail to keep that :( .I don't want to promise anything but i'll try to keep posting... and remember this blog and the password... hahaha....
Much Love,
XOXOXO
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