April 5th
Hello.
Ive been working for 3 months now. My life has been going through ups and downs... I've been having a hard time at work. Managing myself, controlling my emotion, and handle with customers.. Its been overwhelming for me. To the extend that my smiles almost fade away. Today is my off day, and i did relax and catch up with my lost sleep. I'm glad that i did laugh enough today.
But tomorrow, my life starts again. I'm going to work and do a lot of stuffs. Specially handling with horrible requests... I'm telling myself that i have to be strong.. it is nothing... working is nothing... cause i have bigger dream bigger future that i want to embrace... and this is just my stepping stone. If i cannot do this well, how do i going to face bigger future of mine?
Having great friends to support me is one of the things that i'm soooo grateful. I remember my wish during my last birthday, which to have a job with great friends and to ave my family to stay with me. and so far, i have that luxury. I'm blessed :)
so, note for myself, today you feel so much pain and hurt to work because you have to face with different and sometimes horrible cm but by next time when you read this please remember that be strong in whatever you do, please keep your smiles all the time. do not lose faith as what you have is God's promise to you. If you cannot do this, God wont trust you with this job. so definitely you can do it okay?
For in God everything is possible.
Remember who are the people that bring you and be with you until now. Keep them close in your heart and mind and pray that they will always stay the same and close to you. May friendship will last always...and Pray that you yourself will stay like how you are now... with strong commitment to yourself.
I dont have any plan on what i am going to talk actually, but this is just a direct thoughts of what i have recently. Sorry for my horrible English! :)
Until next time,
XOXOXO
Thursday, 4 April 2013
Friday, 1 February 2013
2012-2013
Hello!
February 2nd!
i've been neglecting my blog because of sooo many things that happened.
I finish my final exam in November last year, went to Australia for holiday in December and start working in January!
Crazy how time flies so fast and it is February already!.
Working has been very overwhelming for me. It is totally different from studying.
I've spent my whole January complaining and whining about how hard working is. And i'm getting tired of my self. I need to set my mind straight. Being able to work is not something for me tho whine about while some other people cant find one.
So, here are my 2013 resolutions;
1. To STOP complaining and BE GRATEFUL
2. WORK HARD and be a good employee of the month
3. Learn a NEW language
4. Learn a NEW hobby
5. Save at least half of my earnings.
6. Drive car better.
I should not complain because this job is given to me by God's grace.
Questioning my ability means i'm questioning God's way.
I can do it. I'll be better and stronger.
Nothing is difficult for people who put faith in God and who put effort in whatever they do.
XOXOXO
February 2nd!
i've been neglecting my blog because of sooo many things that happened.
I finish my final exam in November last year, went to Australia for holiday in December and start working in January!
Crazy how time flies so fast and it is February already!.
Working has been very overwhelming for me. It is totally different from studying.
I've spent my whole January complaining and whining about how hard working is. And i'm getting tired of my self. I need to set my mind straight. Being able to work is not something for me tho whine about while some other people cant find one.
So, here are my 2013 resolutions;
1. To STOP complaining and BE GRATEFUL
2. WORK HARD and be a good employee of the month
3. Learn a NEW language
4. Learn a NEW hobby
5. Save at least half of my earnings.
6. Drive car better.
I should not complain because this job is given to me by God's grace.
Questioning my ability means i'm questioning God's way.
I can do it. I'll be better and stronger.
Nothing is difficult for people who put faith in God and who put effort in whatever they do.
XOXOXO
Tuesday, 27 November 2012
End of 39 Months Journey..
Hi!
It's been months since my last post. I've been very busy with a lot of things recently. And it is just difficult to start again writing after such a long break. However, today is one of my important day in my life, so i've to write about it.
Today marks the end of my 39 months of pursuing my Degree! I had my last exam today and that's it. It's the end of all the exams and school life. It is sad to move on to new stage of my life though... It feels like i'm forced to be an adult right now. In the other side, I'm happy as well, finally it is over. I've learned something, i've been through sadness and pain that makes me to what i am today.
39 Months ago, going in to that very first class of my entire journey.. I never knew that i would have to face so many unexpected things.. being friend with very quite people while i'm such a chatterbox... Stay sane with my studies although it is not my nature to just study non stop.. Moving on to higher diploma, i met a bunch of people that shaped my character and life... I met both amazing people and "not-so-amazing" people... People that i have to endure although i totally dislike being with them and people that i like being around with but sometimes i feel so awkward with them.
No matter what, everyone that i've met so far taught me something. Some teach me about hard work, some teach me about confidence, some other teach me about being strong, another teach me about pain and grow up and many more. I've been through ups and downs in this 39 Months journey... It was hard sometimes, but i did enjoy myself as well.
Now, my 39 Months journey ends here. Looking back from the very first day, i realised i've changed. I'm moving on to a better me. Pain made me grow up and joy has been my motivation.
I Thank God :)
Until next time,
XOXO
It's been months since my last post. I've been very busy with a lot of things recently. And it is just difficult to start again writing after such a long break. However, today is one of my important day in my life, so i've to write about it.
Today marks the end of my 39 months of pursuing my Degree! I had my last exam today and that's it. It's the end of all the exams and school life. It is sad to move on to new stage of my life though... It feels like i'm forced to be an adult right now. In the other side, I'm happy as well, finally it is over. I've learned something, i've been through sadness and pain that makes me to what i am today.
39 Months ago, going in to that very first class of my entire journey.. I never knew that i would have to face so many unexpected things.. being friend with very quite people while i'm such a chatterbox... Stay sane with my studies although it is not my nature to just study non stop.. Moving on to higher diploma, i met a bunch of people that shaped my character and life... I met both amazing people and "not-so-amazing" people... People that i have to endure although i totally dislike being with them and people that i like being around with but sometimes i feel so awkward with them.
No matter what, everyone that i've met so far taught me something. Some teach me about hard work, some teach me about confidence, some other teach me about being strong, another teach me about pain and grow up and many more. I've been through ups and downs in this 39 Months journey... It was hard sometimes, but i did enjoy myself as well.
Now, my 39 Months journey ends here. Looking back from the very first day, i realised i've changed. I'm moving on to a better me. Pain made me grow up and joy has been my motivation.
I Thank God :)
Until next time,
XOXO
Tuesday, 14 August 2012
21st Birthday Blast :)
So, today is my birthday..
I
woke up with the normal feeling... I guess even being 21 doesnt
directly change you huh... I directly went to Facebook and saw my news
feed... It seems a lot of people is happy today.. Some friends got engaged, some started relationship and many celebrates their birthday
today. Yes, birthday, same with me... Except i don't put that on my
Facebook. But i feel happy... Instead, Mega Happiness! Although there
are only few wishes on Facebook, but to see a lot of people is having a
good start today make me feel so happy. I turned on a song that i
decided to listen first on my first day as a 21yrs old... It's a song by
Bruno Mars, today my life begins.
Indeed,
today my life begins, for people that know me...im a happy and joyful
person... But i'm a normal human... And im fragile too... A lot of
things will be always buried inside and i choose to smile instead... I
dont regret this though.. I'm happy to see people i love being happy...
And starting today, i leave those unhappiness that sometimes tried to
rob my cheerful side... Im starting a new life today.. I will break the
chain that bind me, happiness will find me, leave the past behind me..A
whole new world is waiting, Its my part to take it... I know i can make
it. Today my life begins..
Until next time,
XOXOXO
Thank You :)
Today is my 21st birthday...
Its a day of gratefulness... Instead of people wishing me a happy birthday, i really want to thank people instead... 21 years of happiness and love... I'm grateful...
I thank God for my life... I aint the perfect daughter, or friend or sister... But i'm glad people accept me as who i am...
Today, I've received the best gifts ever... I dont want any stuffed toys, or any gadget... It will be depreciated as time goes by...so, I wish for something that value more as time goes by... And that will be the relationship i share with people around me... With my parents, brothers, sisters, friends and anyone that i know...
So, i'm contended, i'm a happy girl because of you... Everyone I've met teach me something and help me shaped my self to what i am... I am not the best, but trust me, i will try to live my life to the fullest and make those who loves me proud..
If you reading this, this includes you... It's my birthday today, thank you for being a part of my 21 yrs of happiness.
Thank you for making my life colorful... I Love You! :)
Sunday, 12 August 2012
Pre-Birthday!
Hi!
It's 12 August today... just 2 days before i officially turn to a 21 yrs old lady~!
In Chinese, for a girl that turn 21 means she officially an adult... and people normally give a key as a symbol of freedom... i don't really wish for a key or anything.. Not even feel like celebrating my birthday... I know, it's weird right? until now i don't know how i gonna celebrate my birthday. Seems like my friends in campus will celebrate with me but i don't want to put my hopes too high... after all, it's been a tough year and i realized my birthday isn't that important... It's just a day when few years ago my mom went through a great pain to give birth to me...
What important is the people i love are there with me. If i can really get what i wish for my birthday i will wish for people that i love dearly to have good health and happiness.. It will be better if i am the reason for all those happiness :)
That's the first wish, the second wish will be for my self... i want to find my own happiness... in work place, friendship and relationship...That's not too much, is it?
Being 21 soon give me pressure, i'm not sure if everyone have the same thinking as me but being a grown up and looking at more and more people younger than you achieve something really feels like i'm lacking behind... when i was younger i used to see those teen singers or successful business youngster and feel like," Woah, they are so awesome, i definitely gonna be like them one day". And now here i am, 21 soon but i feel like i have nothing special about me..
I think i have to start thinking about dreams that i used to have when i was younger... Who knows one day those dreams can open an opportunity right?
Until next time,
xoxoxo
It's 12 August today... just 2 days before i officially turn to a 21 yrs old lady~!
In Chinese, for a girl that turn 21 means she officially an adult... and people normally give a key as a symbol of freedom... i don't really wish for a key or anything.. Not even feel like celebrating my birthday... I know, it's weird right? until now i don't know how i gonna celebrate my birthday. Seems like my friends in campus will celebrate with me but i don't want to put my hopes too high... after all, it's been a tough year and i realized my birthday isn't that important... It's just a day when few years ago my mom went through a great pain to give birth to me...
What important is the people i love are there with me. If i can really get what i wish for my birthday i will wish for people that i love dearly to have good health and happiness.. It will be better if i am the reason for all those happiness :)
That's the first wish, the second wish will be for my self... i want to find my own happiness... in work place, friendship and relationship...That's not too much, is it?
Being 21 soon give me pressure, i'm not sure if everyone have the same thinking as me but being a grown up and looking at more and more people younger than you achieve something really feels like i'm lacking behind... when i was younger i used to see those teen singers or successful business youngster and feel like," Woah, they are so awesome, i definitely gonna be like them one day". And now here i am, 21 soon but i feel like i have nothing special about me..
I think i have to start thinking about dreams that i used to have when i was younger... Who knows one day those dreams can open an opportunity right?
Until next time,
xoxoxo
Monday, 18 June 2012
Friendship Blues
Hi There!
I hope whoever that reading this is doing good :)
I had a horrible night last night but i'm much better by now.. After spamming my Twitter with random thoughts of mine ( I don't have many active friends in Twitter ) and spent my night with low feeling but that's it.
I was upset over friendship... How many times that i felt like i cherish my friends but they don't take me the same... and it totally disappoint me...I feel stupid in the same time though... It's just friendship not like they are my family or boyfriend but they can affect me... I'm so easily affected just because i take them too close i guess... I thought i'm too kind to people around me.. and it hurts me instead..
But then i realise, or is it me instead? is it me that putting expectation and hope people give me something in return? or is it their standards just too high that i'm not able to meet to become their friend? I burst out last night.. and that's it. I'm gonna be what i am, i'm gonna treat people like how i used to treat them but i'm not gonna give any expectation to them. I'm happy if people around me is happy.. I've learn that life is so unpredictable.. you don't know when you or someone else will walk out from your life, so treat people the best you can...
I want to be someone that can give good impact to people around me, i want to motivate people so if one day, there's people who thinking about me and i can make them smile, then that's it. I probably won't know when that happen, but just thinking about it is nice. :)
So, i've done with this some uneasiness in my heart. I went to the lowest and now i'm ready to stand again. :)
I hope you enjoy reading my little thoughts in my blog, if you read it until here then thank you really much. I'd love to know so if possible please leave a comment :)
'Till next time,
XOXO
I hope whoever that reading this is doing good :)
I had a horrible night last night but i'm much better by now.. After spamming my Twitter with random thoughts of mine ( I don't have many active friends in Twitter ) and spent my night with low feeling but that's it.
I was upset over friendship... How many times that i felt like i cherish my friends but they don't take me the same... and it totally disappoint me...I feel stupid in the same time though... It's just friendship not like they are my family or boyfriend but they can affect me... I'm so easily affected just because i take them too close i guess... I thought i'm too kind to people around me.. and it hurts me instead..
But then i realise, or is it me instead? is it me that putting expectation and hope people give me something in return? or is it their standards just too high that i'm not able to meet to become their friend? I burst out last night.. and that's it. I'm gonna be what i am, i'm gonna treat people like how i used to treat them but i'm not gonna give any expectation to them. I'm happy if people around me is happy.. I've learn that life is so unpredictable.. you don't know when you or someone else will walk out from your life, so treat people the best you can...
I want to be someone that can give good impact to people around me, i want to motivate people so if one day, there's people who thinking about me and i can make them smile, then that's it. I probably won't know when that happen, but just thinking about it is nice. :)
So, i've done with this some uneasiness in my heart. I went to the lowest and now i'm ready to stand again. :)
I hope you enjoy reading my little thoughts in my blog, if you read it until here then thank you really much. I'd love to know so if possible please leave a comment :)
'Till next time,
XOXO
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