A Close Stranger...

Hey There! :)

I have not posted anything for almost a month! I really need to update this more... I've always have lots to think and i thought it will be nice if i can write those on blog so i can always look back when i have time... But, apparently, my brain doesn't want to cooperate...I always good thoughts whenever i'm alone or in bus alone with some nice songs... but whenever i'm near my laptop, i will turn on the social media instead... I'll try to stick to my own rule to keep updating this blog at least for my sake because i'm not sure if there's anyone following my posts out there... but ho knows? hahahha


Well, i went back to my parents' home 2 weeks ago (again! hahahaha) and i went out with some of my girl friends for some crazy bubble tea time in the late night...and unexpectedly i met a long lost friend... It is always nice to meet a long lost friend, but it didnt feel alright for me because we both didnt have chance to say "Hi"... Or, maybe because it was awkward.. however we both were close before but suddenly lost contact so...yeah...
but it keeps bugging my mind for weeks... Just like the first time i know that friend...All the good memories with that friend suddenly come to you and bugging your night and even day time when you're alone... You even dont remember the problem that caused you suddenly lost contact with each other... and the worse of all, you know there are two choices, to be close again or to be just stranger... and the first choice is invalid because of some circumstances... Do you have same problem before?

Sometimes, i feel life is really a riddle... it seems hard and you dont understand it... to move on to next level will take a great pain most of the time...but you have to face it anyway... you can only keep going up or give up and eventually lost the game...

Deep down in my heart, i have that small wish ... that is to meet that friend again in my coming levels... And hopefully by then, i've already solved this riddle in my heart...

Good night,
XOXO