So, its a beautiful Sunday afternoon and i'm here with my lappy that i screwed up few days ago (i'll let you know in the other post). I should be going out for a chill or at least window shopping during this beautiful weekend... although i did window shopping for awhile just now... i'm back home soon enough because of my flu... I seriously don't feel like making a huge scene fainting in the public... hahaha
I never tell my parents of my condition right now... i called them jut now and talked to them for a bit. It's always a happiness knowing your dad and mom are at home and well. It's something i'm feeling very grateful and I really thank God for my parents.
I love my parents very much although sometimes i feel irritated and angry towards them. I dont always tell them about my thoughts, specially to my dad, whom i rarely chat casually with... But I'm aware of how much they love me... although they love their children in a very unlovable action like nagging or sometimes scolding... hahaha...
It was hard as teenager to understand my parents... Their nagging always sounds like a broken radio for me... but now I'm staying abroad, i understand what they have taught me. It was harsh, but those harshness made remember their words... no one is perfect anyway, my dad and mom are not highly educated so they just taught me and my brothers in their way... But I'm glad that now my dad doesn't nag so much although my mom still does (and i understand well, it's for my own good! ), however, i still love them no matter what... I just can't imagine losing them in my life or without them in my world... They taught me a lot more than everything that i can remember... they are my motivation, my leader, my love and people i really look up to.
If i can make a wish, i wish for my parents to be always healthy and happy. I never tell them directly in words that i love them, I'll save it for the day i can make both my dad and mom really proud..
So, hopefully that day will come soon :)
Thanks for reading this really long post!
Warm Regards,
XOXOXO
No comments:
Post a Comment